Depressed

Depressed

Have you ever get depressed on certain stuffs unreasonably?

 And you have no one to tell about it. Not no one la but just don't feel like telling.For me, because of the sake of my shyness, most of the time I don't tell.Not even my family members tho.I usually keep to myself or write it out.

At all time, I always have all these depression thing whenever no one is talking to me.WHATEVER MAN I KNW IM WEIRD :6 don't feel normal when I have no one to talk with.Especially when the time that I have nothing to do, like my life is fill with emptinesssssss:/ I have no idea why I often think that ppl hate me unlike me or think that I'm annoying..even they might not. But yah maybe I'm.Then everything bad will eventually come into my freaking mind. -------Negative negative negatives------ It's horrific bcus it causes me can't even have a good night to sleep.Feel the fear and no security around me.Nothing is a big matter here,I just took it too serioulsly WELL I think?But IDK la it makes me feels really unwell.To avoid all these stupidity , I kept trying to fill my day compactly. For example by reading some novels,playing piano,listen to songs,watching dramas,workout or even study study study.To stop me from thinking so negatively.haih.Ppl who I trust are not much but there's still some, but I don't really like telling my prob to anyone.So awkward and is like Im such a troublesome person.So emoooooooooooooooooooooooooo.guaaaaarghhh.

I know life isn't easy especially when you have so much things to be concerned with. And yet your mind is thinking of someone that he/she seem like they don't know a thinggg about you. Left out.But I really don't know...did he? He was mooody today too plus I was not a good comforter :(sry. I hope he will feel better now.

Too much achievements in life to achieve but there's always some interruption anyways. Trying to take it easyy from now. 

another way to make myself feel better SELFIESSSSSSSSSSS!!

Buaay.

P/S: messaay hair don't care.