TAAAAATTTOOOOSS

Tattoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooss!!!!!

Tattoos are pretty.cool.fabulous.It became so popular that everyone take it so commonly. Saw pics that ppl took with their tattooss omg so jealous.I have to admit that I wish to have one too..not on my body parts but my finger (a small heart shape can be haha).I just want it to be tiny so that it may not be obvious.As we all know that, while injecting those tattoos,it will not be the normal pain BUT an extremely painful one.Honestly speaking, I don't have the GUTS tho ://

Recently, today I had read this article called "Is it Biblical for Christians to Get Tattoos?" that teacher gave us to read and asked us to write a summary of it. I was lazy to bother at first because is part of our homework and it's a "so long essay" and I was thinking that why she even give us to do this??! But she mentioned that the summary that we pass up contained 5marks in our finals so I AM FORCE TO DO IT.OH WELL.Surprisingly,while reading it, I can feel that God is speaking to me I am not kidding..although I am not a Christian but that feeling just came across me.Makes me had a different thoughts of having tattoos.However,in the Bible there's no specific reference to tattoos,which also means the Bible says nothing about tattoos(according to the article)Christians usually condemn all tattooing as immoral ideas because God clearly forbids them from doing it. But in my opinion,MY OPINION, I think this should applies to everyone one of us,doesn't matter whether we are Christian or Buddhism or Hindu or whatever races.You don't have to care if you're offensive.I am not saying that people can't have tattoos at all but try your best to not have or do it in a not obvious way.Absolutely not the freaking whole body la pls, it will look scary as fk. Just think about it.If your employers see that in your body parts, what will they be thinking? If you're looking for a high-paid job, obviously you need a good image to ppl right.Although God created us perfectly naturally so shouldn't we be appreciate on what we are having?  

So fab omgggg!! sry for distracting :x

Tattoos are the practice of injecting ink under the skin to form permanent pictures,patterns or messages.The words or symbols used only there alone and has uncertain root which we don't even know what it means somehow just think it is cool in that way which I also think so haha.And it is challenging to do it...ppl would think that wow you're so brave and blablabla.Thus, you still need to think before inking them on you,especially if you're a Christian.Modesty means not being self-promoting which all of us should be.It will lead us to think about, and even limit ourselves from doing anything wrong and I believe that most parents don't agree us to have it included mine.Last but not least,for your information,tattoos are not kind nor friendly. Because the ink that enter to our body parts is actually poisonous.It could exposes our blood to unknown bacteria that we might not realize.

 They've resulted in serve :

• allergic reactions
• infections
• unsightly scars 
• blood-borne diseases like Hepatitis B and C.

I am just sharing what I had read and my opinon.If you dislike them  too bad then.

p/s I still want to get some of them haahahah:P

Long lost achievement.

Hadn't been doing this for quite awhile. Although, I used to joined Gymnastics when I was primary 4 HAHAHAH. Long long time ago . After few years of joining,  unfortunately I quit. Because I felt that gymnastics were so freaking hard omg and the teacher was super strict. She hold a cane all the time x.x damn scaryy. Plus I don't have a flexible body which I always wish to haveeeee:( So I decided to quit then.

Maybe I was too younggg that time so I couldn't have the ability to continue or work harder on it. If time could overcome, I hope I nvr give up but everything is too late. HAH.The lesson of the story is nvr do anything you will regret in the future!

Anyways, finally still did it today. Cus I was too bored at home so wanted to do something "interesting". Lousy one lar:// and it reminds of how weak am I. So FKING WEAK. Both legs and arms. Feel so regretful of not been doing any exercises routinely in the past few years due to my laziness and I wasn't concerned about my body last time. As people say *女孩子到了青春期就会变得爱美,要瘦* So that's why this is happening noww ~~~~~~

But its not the time to give uppp!! I'll do my bessst until the result turns out "booooffff" !

That crab face: x 

Depressed

Depressed

Have you ever get depressed on certain stuffs unreasonably?

 And you have no one to tell about it. Not no one la but just don't feel like telling.For me, because of the sake of my shyness, most of the time I don't tell.Not even my family members tho.I usually keep to myself or write it out.

At all time, I always have all these depression thing whenever no one is talking to me.WHATEVER MAN I KNW IM WEIRD :6 don't feel normal when I have no one to talk with.Especially when the time that I have nothing to do, like my life is fill with emptinesssssss:/ I have no idea why I often think that ppl hate me unlike me or think that I'm annoying..even they might not. But yah maybe I'm.Then everything bad will eventually come into my freaking mind. -------Negative negative negatives------ It's horrific bcus it causes me can't even have a good night to sleep.Feel the fear and no security around me.Nothing is a big matter here,I just took it too serioulsly WELL I think?But IDK la it makes me feels really unwell.To avoid all these stupidity , I kept trying to fill my day compactly. For example by reading some novels,playing piano,listen to songs,watching dramas,workout or even study study study.To stop me from thinking so negatively.haih.Ppl who I trust are not much but there's still some, but I don't really like telling my prob to anyone.So awkward and is like Im such a troublesome person.So emoooooooooooooooooooooooooo.guaaaaarghhh.

I know life isn't easy especially when you have so much things to be concerned with. And yet your mind is thinking of someone that he/she seem like they don't know a thinggg about you. Left out.But I really don't know...did he? He was mooody today too plus I was not a good comforter :(sry. I hope he will feel better now.

Too much achievements in life to achieve but there's always some interruption anyways. Trying to take it easyy from now. 

another way to make myself feel better SELFIESSSSSSSSSSS!!

Buaay.

P/S: messaay hair don't care. 

Luffy luffyy

I felt love. I felt the love.I felt the love deep in my heart...

Love is not only in sexual relationship as well as also from our family & friends. So after sch today, as usual my dad came to school and fetch us all three. Don't have to be curious why isn't my mom is doing it. That's because my dad is a *homeman* and he wanted to do it all. He has been fetching me here and there for 13++years throughout of my life, can be considered as my personal driver.The man who sacrificed all his time for us, he even spent time cooking every meals for us to keep us healthy. As we knw outside food is not as good as home-made. Of course he loves cooking too!Like where can you find a person who can do everything for you unconditionally?! (Maybe your future bf la)but YUP your parents would. And yet sometimes I'll still argue, disobey him. I'm sry dad:( but You're the best!

Anyways, let's go bck. Once dad has reached sch, he'll either call me up or step in the lobby of my sch to search for us. Just that, at the same time he'll talk with some of my  teachers there. Bcus he is a super talkative person I swear. After picked up his call, I went to him. By that time he told me this  "girl,let me help you to carry your bag" . I did not want to at first, bcus it was so embarrassing if all your friends are looking at you empty-handed but your dad is carrying your bag . Its normal to be  embarrassed cus I'm not 6 years old. So he started yelling at me to let him carry. I can't stand when ppl yell I really can't. I gave up. Then I passed my bag to him.When we were passing through the walkway, walking down the stairs that directed us to the carpark. My friends were all looking..I really did felt the embarrassment frm the sight of others. But at the same time I felt so much loves.Such a cute sweet and lovely dad I have. I told myself in my heart that I'm so blessed. So touched.

My dad is the best gift that God gave me. I thank God. He's the greatest person in my life.My everything. I might change what I had said when I get a bf but daddy, I wanna tell you that in my heart, You're always the first. Without you, I wouldn't had came to this beautiful world.

I love you Daddy.

Cranky

Was so pissed off with my god damn old  ipod. Urgh. It's like the iPod doesn't like me anymore. Tried so hard and I didn't know why is it unconnected with the wifi. Aaah! Shitty things just kept happened on me nowadaysss. But at last la it was able to get connected.SLEPT SUPER LATE.It was 4 in the morning and yet I have to force myself to wake up at 7.30am. Nice.

In the morning(7.30am),thankgod that I could managed to push myself up from my comforrtttt zone. Tuesday. Bor-iest day of the week. I went to school so early which I didn't want to but my bro is like go earlier la and blablabla. Like wts? Its only 8 when I reached. I really don't know what to say nw.

Signing off with some selfies taken on Sunday.Bcus my life sucks as fk. Bye.Love the purple lens btw. 

22 September 2014

Its a new day!:) Sch started! As usual I have to wake up early to attend school. Damn so sleepyy I swear.

At 8.00am I arrived to sch. The environment was quite and it felt so strange for me as if like I didn't go to sch for MONTHS:OWent in the class and started playing with my phone while waiting for my friends to come...they came just in time ,when assembly was about to start. National song.Pledges.School's song. ALL DONE!

MATHS CLASS MATHS CLASS MATHS CLASS ! We went through the new chapter today which was related to circles.Anyways, so while teacher was explaining to us how to do and stuffs. He then drew 2 circles on the board with a small 'o' in the middle for each of the circles. They looked so wrongg! I am not even jk. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH THE WHOLE CLASS GONE CRAZY LAUGHING ! ENTIRELY SIAO!! Omg I just can't take it lmao! hahahhahahahahaha STOP IT VANESA YOU ARE BEING SO DIRTY RIGHT NW AAHAHAHAHAHA!! Huuuuuu~huuu~huu slowly calming down le don't worry haha.

Tr.Yuen don't seem like he knew what are we laughing..We were not surprised cus he's always so blur man. He started to ask us *What was so funny?!* with his curious face. We didn't ans but continue laughing. After awhile things gone better quieter. All kinds of funny jokes were thrown out by a boy in our class named Zachary. He is a joker & also the funniest one in Year9. Even teacher laughed. THAT IS WHY I LOVE MATHS CLASS!! :) We basically only had 2 subjects today bcus our science & geography's teacher wasn't around. So yah after maths and bm classes, we were free to talk yay. 

So many free time lol. Until I almost fell asleep but nola my friends will almost keep me awake haha. Most of them were talking.I was there reading a book which has plenty of  'lame/cold jokes'. Chinese ppl called them 冷笑话so funny gosh!!

And finally!  Its 2pm. Sch is over! By that time I was already thinking of my bed aaaaah. Alright. Hope you have a good day:)

Last day of holiday

Oh well. Sch is reopening tmr. Everyone were like 'why sch why sch why sch' 'why did holidays passed so fast' WHY DID SCHOOL EVEN EXIST!? All those tweets are all over twitter haha. As a student we don't have choice so let's go back to reality. The hell..

So today. I got a hair-cut (ugly one) which was an accident actually, bcus I didn't knw that the pattern is like that. I tot It'll be the same as the old one BUT guess what. My hair is now 3 inches shorter than the last one O.M.G ! It was my first time cutting it so short after 3 years of keeping it long ~ but the outcome is okayla. Acceptable. Just that the fringe urgh argh urgh argh:/ oh man. WHATEVER LAH. 

After the hair-cut, my family and I went for dinner with a friend of my mom. We went to a Chinese restaurant, their dishes were so delicious. Love the *fa lam pou* !! Btw that place is somewhere in Selayang. Is a MUST TO TRY hehe. Aaaaaaaaah feel so full nowwwwwww :X

Alright. I hope that I could wake up for sch tmr and everything will go smoothly. At last but not least, since the final exam is cominggg, good luck to all of you:)  Have a nice day!

These pictures were taken by my mom hehe. Bcus she wanted to prove to me that the new haircut was actually nice lol. HAHA. (Sry for the bad quality of pictures)

And this take by me hehe: p 

Hello Kitty Decorations~~~

Time flies really fast. too fast. Its already the second last day of holidays naaaaaaaaaaawwwwww no more extra bedtime:(

Anyways, today is a good day i guess ? Because I finally did my Hello Kitty decorations after few months since I bought them hehe. And I'm so happpppppppppppy!! Btw these materials are all from popular bookfair if you guys are curious where did I get them from included the wooden boards. But I don't think they're selling outside now , cus that day when we asked them do they sell outside they said no SAD lo D; I was thinking that in the future I can visit their shops and get more of those but no . I need to wait for the next bookfair.haih.

Umm the wooden board was mainly white plus abit brownish when I first bought it. I just painted it so is kinda colourful now ahaha XD. They were also selling all kinds of the hello kitties' figurines sia :O and if you are a Hello Kitty lover I'm sure that you'll get crazzzy over them! OMG I was like can I bring them all home but I did actually chose all of them each so yeah:p AND yes Im a Hello Kitty Lover (CRAZY one) If I'm not mistaken they sell them 5 tgt in Rm10? which means you can choose 5 of it for 10bucks. I might rmb the wrong pricing cus I'm a forgetful person:/

This was really an easy and enjoying artwork so far. Because I used to hate  doing artwork and I had no idea why. But now YESH I LOVE ART :D Tell you a secret. When I was in primary sch, all my artworks were done by my mom HAHAHAHHA( and that's how I get A for art all the time XD).

The next decoration will be on the other wooden board which you can see here . I was planning to hang outside of my room's door. YEah will share it when I'm done:)

Time for cleaning up the messes..

Signing off for this long long post. There is some pictures of the hello kitty DIY decorations:) Hope you guys enjoy reading and thanks for whoever is reading this.

The back of the wooden board. ⇧

The front part ↑

Another wooden piece ! 

These letters come with the wood 

After every figurines were placed: )

Working out

Criticizing from people mentally putting me more efforts to workout. You can see I'm not a sporty type of person (ppl who knws me should knw) I used to really really really hate sports when I was young and obviously I was horribly FAT last time . For now at least I play some of it but NOT BASKETBALL! bcus when comes to basketball I'm always the suay one-.-I rmb there's one time the ball hit directly to my eye & I was not even playing wth?! ended up crying hahahah..

After working out for some times, I feel more fresh and healthy. It keeps us fit. Make a timetable for yourselves-follow it daily-set goals-achieve it. Well, I'm not a fit person and i don't have a nice body. C'mon look at those fit girls outside ! Me? I don't even have some hard muscle on my arms or thighs..all like soft soft one.........urghh so annoying. How I wish one day I can be one of them. As ppl who knw me knw that Im weak when it comes to sports, I cant run fast I get tired easily plus I had never been to gym before bcus according to what my dad said was..*Still so young go for what*-.- so I always try to search for Tutorials on Youtube but also thanks to one of good friends who always asked me to do squats & recommended me to watch some abs vid although he can't physically guide me through that. But it really helped alot, even my mom realized that my ass got slightly bigger and nicer HAHAHHAHA.

Dont get offensive or whatever bcus yesh I know i dont have much experience of working outs. Especially Im sucks in pushing ups! It makes me so frustrated when I can't go anyway lower.But I'm trying my best hor.. I'm just sharing what I had gain and  hoping that I'll do more often so I can be stronger too

One day I'll prove that VANESA CAN HAVE ABS TOOO woooohhooo HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA:b jiaaayouuuu!!

-My lousy kind of push ups-

A fulfilling day with primary schmates.

16.09.2014~Malaysia Day

Today the Malaysia Day & also *2010 6M Gathering* but unfortunately only 4 ppl came:/ a lot of them were not free.....

There's about 4 years we didn't get to meet each other plus I was always absent for the last few gatherings hahaha:x sryla wasn't free. Mmmmm this time was all boys and I was the only girl lol. How sad.But okla they were so funny as usual haha ,some of them changed a lot like WOW ! Especially 富忠....he knew how to Piano so well. Gosh!! Do you know how attractive it is when a guy plays piano?! :p (I hope he don't read this if not I'll be super duper shy) not that im falling inloved with him xD but his attitudes now really make me 对他刮目相看...

Alright haha should stop talking about him.So since There's ntg elsemore to do, we decided to play a game called truth/dare(you guys shud knw) everyone get to do smtg *weird* and I was being forced by them to do a cat walk wtf? My cat walk was totally failed ⊙﹏⊙ ahahaha so funny ! After the game... we all went like what to do next so we ended up talking about the passed days in primary sch. Lalalala im lazy to mention all of it here so yeah.

Basically the gathering was kinda successful cus at least i get to met some of them plus they were all my closest friends. Btw Thankyou for coming guys!! :) Hope you enjoyed the day of spending time with each others although it was a little boring at the beginning.Kay done. Bye.

Sometimes the outcome of life might not be perfect

Hello again! (title is taken frm a movie haha)

Since i have time now plus I'm bored too. Hmm let me share about my last day of sch before the one week of holidays lol.

I Myself didn't know that It'll be a so called productive day 毕竟 it was held in sch ma. Guess what. We had water balloon fight!! All of us had so muccchhhyy funnn!!!:D its a unforgettable day. Haha have a look on those pics! The amount of students in my sch is just that much. AND Yes i knw is very little compare to other schs. Duh its an  international sch, what u expect. HAHAHA sry im not showing off or whatever just saying . So yeah the water balloon fight was kinda scary for me bcus i was attacked by few of them trying to 'steal' my stickers which were on my chest and I was struggling on the floor==( every one of us have 3 stickers which means we need to avoid ppl 'stealing' them) The fun thing was we can throw water balloon at each other HAHAHA. My team got quiet much of the stickers ...but at the end of the game they told us ntg to do with stickers wow woah. But who cares man. As long as we enjoyed the fun!:D
At the end of the game everyone ended up with everything wet and I was there freezing cold! However we didn't make it to play for a really long period cus the principal said *you still need to continue study okay* -,- whatever! Ithink..that's the end of the today...haha sry if its too lame:c

Sleptover & Day out with the gurls

Apparently, this is my first post lol. Was so lost here and spent about 2hours of figuring out. DAMN! Anyways....

This sleepover we already planned it earlier on before exams started. So on the particular day(Friday), we went to Juanny's house and had spaghetti. It was so yummy that I ate 2bowls of it ;x After that , we had baking sessions which is always my favorite thing to do but sometimes I'm just too lazy to prepare this and that AHAHAA. So we decided to bake some brownies!  We did it all by teamwork and partly took tonnes of selfiesss hehe. 40 mins later , the brownies were ready! FRESH FROM OVEN :D ummm... so delicious although the looking was a little  cracked. We ate while we talked about so  many stuffs for about 1hour smtg (most like gossiping haha) well,girls ma. Ate too much food at the same times...my tummy felt like it can explore anytime x.x cus I WAS SO GOD DAMMIT FULL!: O

The messes in the kitchen had all cleaned up. All things that we supposed to do were all done either. So we decided to watch 2 movies which were Maleficent & Divagent.There were both awesome movies but I anyhow fell asleep when everyone were so excided haha XD (only some parts la not the whole movie heh) but I watched the shooting Part of Divagent, it was damn noisy yet exciting AHHAAH WTH. Again after watching both, it was already midnight.. so we talked and talked and talked until 3.30am. Mostly talking bout HUMAN NOWADAYS and hitting each other butt :v Time by time everyone started falling asleep too...

In the next morning, we woke up and went for breakfast. We went to a Chinese coffee shop which was nearby Juanny's house so we walked there. The food were okay and the price too. Wanting to go shopping earlier but sadly Andrea need to leave at 1pm , while waiting her parents to come we  accompanied her. Hoping that she could go with us too but nawwwww;( About like 1smtg,andrea left...me, juanny,shingru and natalie also left for shopping at Avenue K ! We went crazzzzzzyyy over the clothes Especially me and shingru . But shit the prices were so exp:( feel like crying haih. Okla, at least we did bought some.

Alright shopping time is over, now movie time! We went to watch a movie called MAZE RUNNER which ppl run around the maze hahahah but it was really creepy tho:/ but I can say it was a nice & exciting movie! Great time passed so fast;(after the movie , we had our dinner in Deliffrance and went home. So yeah basically these were our 2Days-well-spent. But what I want to say is THE MEMORIES WILL ALWAYS STAY IN MY MIND FOREVER N EVER ❤❤❤ hope that we can have it again! Loveeeyaaa:*