HORROR MOVIE DAY :O

Fk Annabelle.I hate you !!!

Today.Went for breakfast and I ate wan tan mee agaaain !  HAHAAHAHAA I had no idea why this time I love eating it so muccch like I don't mind eating it everyday sia.haaha crazy girl:/ So ytd night,me,my brothers and few of our friends decided to watch this movie called "ANNABBLE",basically everyone knw this show.Kay btw then, we went to Festival City Mall to get the ticketss.Nine of us.We bought the 3.00pm's tickets.Since there's still few more hours before the show starts so we went to spent some times in the arcade & also had our lunch in Subway.

Times up ! Was so nervous omg I hope you were there:( Actually everyone were la not only me hehe.Especially one of my bro's friend ! He kept wanting to go toilet hahah damn funnnnnyy.Were lining up to enter the cinema and it was so crowdedddd.Like everyone were so obsessed by Annabelle.At the same time  my fear increased.Fking scaredd.Our sitting places were at the corner, I swear its so dark.THIS SHOW WAS SO FRIGHTENING MAN. I closed both of my eyes and ears during some *too scary* scenes cus I really can't take it.WAS SHIVERING & SCREAMING in the cinema with my friends.

Telling myself that Never ever keep any dolls anymore.I used to love dolls so much especially Barbie dolls that I collected all of them and its still here now.but I think Barbie dolls are not that bad la I still love them tho HAHA. but normal dolls yes they are creepy. NEVER PLAY WITH THEM AT NIGHT .Try imagine when everyone is asleep then suddenly the dolls start walking and stuffs.omg why am I scaring myself?!!Okay Just hope that I don't get any nightmares tonight:C

Signing off with my ohh ohh tee dee :) Goodnight.

TAAAAATTTOOOOSS

Tattoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooss!!!!!

Tattoos are pretty.cool.fabulous.It became so popular that everyone take it so commonly. Saw pics that ppl took with their tattooss omg so jealous.I have to admit that I wish to have one too..not on my body parts but my finger (a small heart shape can be haha).I just want it to be tiny so that it may not be obvious.As we all know that, while injecting those tattoos,it will not be the normal pain BUT an extremely painful one.Honestly speaking, I don't have the GUTS tho ://

Recently, today I had read this article called "Is it Biblical for Christians to Get Tattoos?" that teacher gave us to read and asked us to write a summary of it. I was lazy to bother at first because is part of our homework and it's a "so long essay" and I was thinking that why she even give us to do this??! But she mentioned that the summary that we pass up contained 5marks in our finals so I AM FORCE TO DO IT.OH WELL.Surprisingly,while reading it, I can feel that God is speaking to me I am not kidding..although I am not a Christian but that feeling just came across me.Makes me had a different thoughts of having tattoos.However,in the Bible there's no specific reference to tattoos,which also means the Bible says nothing about tattoos(according to the article)Christians usually condemn all tattooing as immoral ideas because God clearly forbids them from doing it. But in my opinion,MY OPINION, I think this should applies to everyone one of us,doesn't matter whether we are Christian or Buddhism or Hindu or whatever races.You don't have to care if you're offensive.I am not saying that people can't have tattoos at all but try your best to not have or do it in a not obvious way.Absolutely not the freaking whole body la pls, it will look scary as fk. Just think about it.If your employers see that in your body parts, what will they be thinking? If you're looking for a high-paid job, obviously you need a good image to ppl right.Although God created us perfectly naturally so shouldn't we be appreciate on what we are having?  

So fab omgggg!! sry for distracting :x

Tattoos are the practice of injecting ink under the skin to form permanent pictures,patterns or messages.The words or symbols used only there alone and has uncertain root which we don't even know what it means somehow just think it is cool in that way which I also think so haha.And it is challenging to do it...ppl would think that wow you're so brave and blablabla.Thus, you still need to think before inking them on you,especially if you're a Christian.Modesty means not being self-promoting which all of us should be.It will lead us to think about, and even limit ourselves from doing anything wrong and I believe that most parents don't agree us to have it included mine.Last but not least,for your information,tattoos are not kind nor friendly. Because the ink that enter to our body parts is actually poisonous.It could exposes our blood to unknown bacteria that we might not realize.

 They've resulted in serve :

• allergic reactions
• infections
• unsightly scars 
• blood-borne diseases like Hepatitis B and C.

I am just sharing what I had read and my opinon.If you dislike them  too bad then.

p/s I still want to get some of them haahahah:P

Long lost achievement.

Hadn't been doing this for quite awhile. Although, I used to joined Gymnastics when I was primary 4 HAHAHAH. Long long time ago . After few years of joining,  unfortunately I quit. Because I felt that gymnastics were so freaking hard omg and the teacher was super strict. She hold a cane all the time x.x damn scaryy. Plus I don't have a flexible body which I always wish to haveeeee:( So I decided to quit then.

Maybe I was too younggg that time so I couldn't have the ability to continue or work harder on it. If time could overcome, I hope I nvr give up but everything is too late. HAH.The lesson of the story is nvr do anything you will regret in the future!

Anyways, finally still did it today. Cus I was too bored at home so wanted to do something "interesting". Lousy one lar:// and it reminds of how weak am I. So FKING WEAK. Both legs and arms. Feel so regretful of not been doing any exercises routinely in the past few years due to my laziness and I wasn't concerned about my body last time. As people say *女孩子到了青春期就会变得爱美,要瘦* So that's why this is happening noww ~~~~~~

But its not the time to give uppp!! I'll do my bessst until the result turns out "booooffff" !

That crab face: x 

Depressed

Depressed

Have you ever get depressed on certain stuffs unreasonably?

 And you have no one to tell about it. Not no one la but just don't feel like telling.For me, because of the sake of my shyness, most of the time I don't tell.Not even my family members tho.I usually keep to myself or write it out.

At all time, I always have all these depression thing whenever no one is talking to me.WHATEVER MAN I KNW IM WEIRD :6 don't feel normal when I have no one to talk with.Especially when the time that I have nothing to do, like my life is fill with emptinesssssss:/ I have no idea why I often think that ppl hate me unlike me or think that I'm annoying..even they might not. But yah maybe I'm.Then everything bad will eventually come into my freaking mind. -------Negative negative negatives------ It's horrific bcus it causes me can't even have a good night to sleep.Feel the fear and no security around me.Nothing is a big matter here,I just took it too serioulsly WELL I think?But IDK la it makes me feels really unwell.To avoid all these stupidity , I kept trying to fill my day compactly. For example by reading some novels,playing piano,listen to songs,watching dramas,workout or even study study study.To stop me from thinking so negatively.haih.Ppl who I trust are not much but there's still some, but I don't really like telling my prob to anyone.So awkward and is like Im such a troublesome person.So emoooooooooooooooooooooooooo.guaaaaarghhh.

I know life isn't easy especially when you have so much things to be concerned with. And yet your mind is thinking of someone that he/she seem like they don't know a thinggg about you. Left out.But I really don't know...did he? He was mooody today too plus I was not a good comforter :(sry. I hope he will feel better now.

Too much achievements in life to achieve but there's always some interruption anyways. Trying to take it easyy from now. 

another way to make myself feel better SELFIESSSSSSSSSSS!!

Buaay.

P/S: messaay hair don't care. 

Luffy luffyy

I felt love. I felt the love.I felt the love deep in my heart...

Love is not only in sexual relationship as well as also from our family & friends. So after sch today, as usual my dad came to school and fetch us all three. Don't have to be curious why isn't my mom is doing it. That's because my dad is a *homeman* and he wanted to do it all. He has been fetching me here and there for 13++years throughout of my life, can be considered as my personal driver.The man who sacrificed all his time for us, he even spent time cooking every meals for us to keep us healthy. As we knw outside food is not as good as home-made. Of course he loves cooking too!Like where can you find a person who can do everything for you unconditionally?! (Maybe your future bf la)but YUP your parents would. And yet sometimes I'll still argue, disobey him. I'm sry dad:( but You're the best!

Anyways, let's go bck. Once dad has reached sch, he'll either call me up or step in the lobby of my sch to search for us. Just that, at the same time he'll talk with some of my  teachers there. Bcus he is a super talkative person I swear. After picked up his call, I went to him. By that time he told me this  "girl,let me help you to carry your bag" . I did not want to at first, bcus it was so embarrassing if all your friends are looking at you empty-handed but your dad is carrying your bag . Its normal to be  embarrassed cus I'm not 6 years old. So he started yelling at me to let him carry. I can't stand when ppl yell I really can't. I gave up. Then I passed my bag to him.When we were passing through the walkway, walking down the stairs that directed us to the carpark. My friends were all looking..I really did felt the embarrassment frm the sight of others. But at the same time I felt so much loves.Such a cute sweet and lovely dad I have. I told myself in my heart that I'm so blessed. So touched.

My dad is the best gift that God gave me. I thank God. He's the greatest person in my life.My everything. I might change what I had said when I get a bf but daddy, I wanna tell you that in my heart, You're always the first. Without you, I wouldn't had came to this beautiful world.

I love you Daddy.

Cranky

Was so pissed off with my god damn old  ipod. Urgh. It's like the iPod doesn't like me anymore. Tried so hard and I didn't know why is it unconnected with the wifi. Aaah! Shitty things just kept happened on me nowadaysss. But at last la it was able to get connected.SLEPT SUPER LATE.It was 4 in the morning and yet I have to force myself to wake up at 7.30am. Nice.

In the morning(7.30am),thankgod that I could managed to push myself up from my comforrtttt zone. Tuesday. Bor-iest day of the week. I went to school so early which I didn't want to but my bro is like go earlier la and blablabla. Like wts? Its only 8 when I reached. I really don't know what to say nw.

Signing off with some selfies taken on Sunday.Bcus my life sucks as fk. Bye.Love the purple lens btw. 

22 September 2014

Its a new day!:) Sch started! As usual I have to wake up early to attend school. Damn so sleepyy I swear.

At 8.00am I arrived to sch. The environment was quite and it felt so strange for me as if like I didn't go to sch for MONTHS:OWent in the class and started playing with my phone while waiting for my friends to come...they came just in time ,when assembly was about to start. National song.Pledges.School's song. ALL DONE!

MATHS CLASS MATHS CLASS MATHS CLASS ! We went through the new chapter today which was related to circles.Anyways, so while teacher was explaining to us how to do and stuffs. He then drew 2 circles on the board with a small 'o' in the middle for each of the circles. They looked so wrongg! I am not even jk. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH THE WHOLE CLASS GONE CRAZY LAUGHING ! ENTIRELY SIAO!! Omg I just can't take it lmao! hahahhahahahahaha STOP IT VANESA YOU ARE BEING SO DIRTY RIGHT NW AAHAHAHAHAHA!! Huuuuuu~huuu~huu slowly calming down le don't worry haha.

Tr.Yuen don't seem like he knew what are we laughing..We were not surprised cus he's always so blur man. He started to ask us *What was so funny?!* with his curious face. We didn't ans but continue laughing. After awhile things gone better quieter. All kinds of funny jokes were thrown out by a boy in our class named Zachary. He is a joker & also the funniest one in Year9. Even teacher laughed. THAT IS WHY I LOVE MATHS CLASS!! :) We basically only had 2 subjects today bcus our science & geography's teacher wasn't around. So yah after maths and bm classes, we were free to talk yay. 

So many free time lol. Until I almost fell asleep but nola my friends will almost keep me awake haha. Most of them were talking.I was there reading a book which has plenty of  'lame/cold jokes'. Chinese ppl called them 冷笑话so funny gosh!!

And finally!  Its 2pm. Sch is over! By that time I was already thinking of my bed aaaaah. Alright. Hope you have a good day:)